I really have no more push in me... cant find it...
Nth make me feel good anymore...
dont know what i wan... Not ready for anything..
friend's words dun go into me...
what am i looking for .... i totally not sure...
Am i changing for the worse... maybe...
study coming for an end for sometime soon...
Is NS the best for me to just work out and dun think much... maybe..
I really cant feel any care and concern.. i know there is... where....

Went queen way to buy shoe one lo.. but a shirt in the end....
poor... not good look... nothing special... super average la...
whats there to look for ...

All this is so negative la... i know... but i just feel like saying...
No one guide me le.. last time at least i enjoy Cca but now...
I think i lose alot of thing... study not good... cant earn big money...
Cca so good for what sia... really la... regret la...
family,friend ,relationship... all this love .. not even one i am good at lo...
gamble i also no more lo... what guy i am now is not what i am in the past at all...
sometime i really wish i can hack care... type so much...
all complaining sia...
Still haven study much .. just understand....
% going uni is really 50 fifity only lo...

walk on .. slowly.. step by step..
growing path... dun u agree???

another sweetest escape
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